COWARD-ness

There are things that I wanted to do but when I get there... when I just have to grab it... I back out! boooh!!! Yah, call me coward or whatever but I have my reasons. It's not that I'm afraid, it's just my own way of "not-to-commit-into-something-you-are-not-sure-of". Hehehe!

Here's a list of my "coward-ness":

1. I Like Seeing Stars^^
... not those stars you see when you were punched by Mannny Pacquaio ok. Stars! As in those who have the status of being FAMOUS! I've already seen some, like Pauleen Luna, back in the days when she was still nothing, when she was just starting.  She was sitting outside a very famous lucky charm store with a guy! (Uy, chismis yan ah.. hehehe!).. I already saw Champ Lui Pio! Unluckily from a far but I was satisfied though. Accidentally, I saw Angelika Dela Cruz shopping at SM Sta. Mesa with pale lips, "pambahay shorts"... no make-up at all. I also saw Kyla at SM Sta. Mesa for her mall tour! How could I forget??? She gave an autograph!:)

What makes me coward then?.. 'Coz I DONT WANT TOO SEE THEM!!! I easily get starstruck-ed and it stays with me for a long time. Having those daydreams to be one of them or to be friends with them really sucks! It won't happen anyway but the situation makes me "paasa" and I hate it. Just like when I saw Champ, I had these dream that one day he'll recognize me and thank me for idolizing him. And now I realize I don't like him anymore. Hahaha!...

2. Shopping and Not Buying
I am a coward buyer, even though I like something I would still have to think about it a million times... or my shirt have to be really worn-out, or my bag must have defective zippers, or my shoes should talk first... before I buy myself a new one. I'm not kuripot, I'm just being thrifty. Thinking about the future needs and not the "now".

Cellphones are definitely "IN" but believe me or not, I won't ever buy myself one.. for now. Hehehe! There's only one cellphone that I had and still have. We(I mean my parents) bought it for only 300 pesos! It doesn't look cheap anyway so I didn't upgrade it anymore. Low-maintemance lang talaga 'ko! Hehehe!

3. I Like Sports but it Doesn't Like Me:(
Been trying to find my sport kahit feeling sporty lang ako. I always think there should be one sport I know!... then I thought of jackstone... but no! a real sport! I already tried new sports but I always fail. Don't want to be the center of gravity that always pulls back the balls right into me... so volleyball, basketball and other "ball-sports" are out.

Badminton is good, I do play it when I was young(uhugin days pa), I was ok(if being ok means not to hit the shuttle cock a lot of times) but I want to be the best! Hehehe!

Ok, I admit, I am "no-player" talaga. Being coward over balls makes me a "no-player"!

4. Sing-galing!
If I were a good singer... sing-galing ni Mariah Carey then I would flaunt it! There's no doubt that I will sing in a videoke bar in front of madlang people. But too bad I can't. "If you do not wish for another Ondoy then don't make me sing", that's what everyone were saying. Then I thought, "am I that really a bad singer???". Listening to myself, I can say... it's not that awkward and I'm just a coward. Making these people around me feel like I have the baddest voice made me decided to KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT. Hehehe!

PLEASE DON'T BE INSPIRED BY MY COWARD-NESS! Sharing this post, doesn't mean that you have to do the same and that I am promoting it.

If you can do something now then do it. If you have it, flaunt it... if you want it, get it! No questions should be asked, no doubts should be shown... especially when you are doing something that makes you happy.

It may not mean the exact whole thing but my post wants to say BE CONFIDENT and FULFILL YOUR DREAMS. So let's all live up to our dreams and be happy!!!

Cheers to a confident you!:)